Fearlessly falling… what does that even mean?? you are soo confident in someone & everything you think they are.. so you jump… fearlessly… hoping to fly… but end up falling… falling.. falling…

its not fair.. not fair to feel this way.. To care soo incredibly much & be shot down… completely… always trying to make things right… always trying, but somehow always falling on your face.. 

Sure, you’re good enough after the fact.. when they’ve had time away & have realized that you are the best they had & could do.. sure, go out & find someone new, but i can GUARANTEE you will never find someone like me, or even close… 

Not to toot my own horn, but i am sweet & go out of my way… I am a nice girl that wants to make people happy.. I’m the girl that is there when you need her & the girl that’s waiting patiently when you’re not… I can’t help being who i am.. i can’t help it.. no matter how many times i’m hurt, i still become the nice girl… i guess i will find the one guy that will appreciate the good, & do good to me… the one that will surprise me for a change & go out of his way to make me smile & to make my day… i love romance & little sweet gestures.. it’s not about the amount of money you make… it’s all about the effort.. the attention & the little things… the thought truly does count.. a little bit of effort goes a long way..